ANVN

all i want is some peace of mind
a piece of mind

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All the things Iv’e said and all the things Iv’e done have made her feel bad again. Now she’s seeing someone to sort out what’s wrong and made her feel sad again. She’s going to know how to be again, she’s going to see love decline again. And in the place where she still is red. I’ll bring presents and kisses and… I’m doing it all for her to find some peace of mind, I’m doing it for her to find some peace of mind, I’m doing it all for her to find some peace of mind, I’m doing it all for her to find some peace of mind.

I double-cross you
When you get mysterious mail
I’ve tried hard not to shock you
It’s hard not to
With the things I could say

Tell me why don’t we try
Not to break our hearts and make it so hard for ourselves?

Everybody’s got to live together
Just to find a little peace of mind there
But it’s so hard.

where are you going?
i’m not going anywhere.

“love is like.. a mirage. it’s like 梦想, dreams. it’s all an illusion- no reality to it. it’s like you’re in space- zero gravity zone; floating.. like you’re on the moon. but when you finally land…” -grandpa

Merry Christmas

Here we are, out of cigarettes,
Holding hands and yawning,
Look how late it gets.
Two sleepy people by dawn’s early light,
And too much in love to say goodnight.

Here we are, in a cozy chair;
Pickin’ on a wishbone from the frigidaire.
Two sleepy people with nothing to say,
And too much in love to break away.

Well, here we are just about the same,
Foggy little fella, drowsy little dame.
Two sleepy people by dawn’s early light,
And too much in love to say goodnight.

And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear.
And if the band you’re in starts playing different tunes
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon.

And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forebodings too
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon.

Stuff I learnt

Nobody likes watching a loved one be drunk.
Husbands never want to dance with their wives.
A person’s true nature is always revealed in competition.
“There’s never enough fucking time. Never.” - Jack Twist

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Anyplace is better (than here) Starting from zero got nothing to lose Maybe we’ll make something But me myself I got nothing to prove You got a fast car And I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at East side`s health and childrens centre Managed to save just a little bit of money We won’t have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs And finally see what it means to be living You see my old man’s got a problem He live with prescription drugs and that’s the way it is He says his body’s too old for working I say his body’s too young to look like his My mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said somebody’s got to take care of him So I quit life and that’s what I did You got a fast car But is it fast enough so we can fly away We gotta make a decision We leave tonight or live and die this way remember we were driving driving in your car speed so fast I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder I had a feeling that I belonged I had feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car And we go cruising to entertain ourselves You still dont have a job And I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You’ll find work and I’ll get promoted We’ll move out of the shelter Buy a big house and live in the suburbs remember we were driving driving in your car speed so fast I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder I had a feeling that I belonged I had feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car And I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do your kids I’d always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans I ain’t going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving remember we were driving driving in your car speed so fast I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder I had a feeling that I belonged I had feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car But is it fast enough so we can fly away We gotta make a decision We leave tonight or live and die this way

Day 2. December had a lot of reasons for me to be in Singapore. But I’m in the Gold Coast- land of Dogs and Boost Juice. Tomorrow I look for a hemp koala for Kim. Off

I dreamt a dream tonight
And so did I
Well what was yours?
That dreamers often lie
In bed asleep while they do dream things true

True, I talk of dreams, which are the children of an idle brain. Begot of nothing but vain fantasy, which is as thin of substance as the air. And more inconstant than the wind who woos.